Meaning

If not everything has a meaning, you might be right. But sometimes i just think very complicated about things, it has good consequenses and also bad ones. I sometimes make myself think i understand more about things, and also i can calm myself in hard times. Also several songs with some amazingly good lyrics help me. Yet sometimes i can believe things that are not so good, and i know that they might be not true. Ususaly it are these little things, that for the most people make no sense at all, that make me think through to bigger things and create false thoughts. Even if i'm sure that the things i think are not true, i still am kinda believing them. I think i am sometimes insicure about myself and the things i should or shouldnt do. I believe i also can create false thoughts becouse i'm confused and want to know the answers to things, so then i start to make my own endings to the story. And sometimes i just feel sad about nothing at all, the only thing i do know is that sometimes there is a clear reason, but i just cant figure out what it is. But most of the time i'm aware of a false thought, so i guess i'll be allright. I'm being vague as hell here, i know i am. Although i hope people understand that everyone has a special way of thinking, and i like mine :p I will never think the easy way i guess. (btw, everything i say might be not the way i mean it due to my lack of knowing english, or just that i forgot how to explain the real thing (: so yeah..)